u once promise to give mi a fairytale.. one in which u will shelter mi frm all e rain n storms.. i believe tt u will.. n i trust tt our fairytale will have a beautiful ending. though our story had much ups n downs.. we managed to conquer them.. n i stayed on, hanging by e little dash of hope n faith.. even if it's juz tt little. i still miss e fairytale.. i still long for e fairytale.. u nvr know.. but juz a simple msg frm u.. a smile or hearing ur voice.. has e ability to brighten up my life n bring mi happiness tt i nvr knew before.. n yet, in e process of loving u, i understand e true meaning of loving doesn't mean possession. it pains mi to see both of u tgt.. but at e same time, if tt could bring u happiness.. im contented. meanwhile, im still holding on to tt fairytale.. n wishing upon e stars tt it will turn into my life..

-going thru a series of roller-coaster ride. beginning to feel tt im losing myself.. n desperately trying to find mi back-