*loves* =)

sat:
had a long sat... went to temple to pray dad n grandpa in e morning. can onli say.. miss them alot. but yeah.. at least they've gone to a better place. =) after tt went to harbour front's dragon gate restaurant (if im nt wrong) to scout ard for my bro's wedding wif bro mum n godmum. finally see my leroy boy again! hees. anyway, it's nt a bad place. big enough n have a certain degree of nite view since it overlooks sentosa. but got kinda emo, n nearly lost control of my tears. hais.. went to meet my cousin alan. had a great chilling out time wif him, n basically, he made mi laughed like crazy. hees... love u karcheng! =)

truth be told, i agree wif wad ouyang wrote. when we gain smth, we tend to lose smth as well. e feeling of belonging will be lost, n i guess it's nt due to e fact tt we've got happiness frm another source, but rather, we've lost feelings and trust from e previous one. it's nt a matter of us not trying or wad, but rather, when a feeling is lost, it will nvr be replaced. n truth is, it's tiring to look for tt feeling again, esp. when so much things have happened as well. wish everything will turn out juz fine...

i never had a dream come true, till e dae when i found u... even though i pretend tt i've moved on, u'll always be my baby......

sun:
went for another praying today, except tt today is onli to my grandpa over at paya lebar crescent de temple. was thinking of e past along e way. *slapz* juz couldn't control myself. *tireds*

on a lighter note, i had a great time in e afternoon! bee, ouyang, grace, chin chin n jie yun came over to my hse in e afternoon for a cookie n brownie baking session! lols.. "played" wif e cookie mix while trying to come up wif different shapes for our choco cookies, n even had one which is a turtle shape! lols.. n yeah, they taste nice! =P though we initially planned to go out for dinner, we ultimately settle for a simple one downstairs mainly cuz we were all tired. anyway, it's e ppl ttz more impt. u girls simply make my day complete n cheery... this's a friendship which i will treasure n lock in my heart forever. =)

still feeling very emo, mainly due to e past. signing off now. *waves lala paw*
[ps: mummy gui, yang yang gui n yun yun gui, u girls muz take care of ur health n drink more water ya. recover fast!]

***tell mi wadz a life like without u.... im missing u terribly.. n it hurts like crazy... but when i thought back of e hurt u inflicted upon mi, i felt numb. which is better? pain or numb?***

-loving you is tiring.. but i will continue to.. cuz life's nth without you. i'll give you my heart till e end of time..while staying in a corner even if it means seeing u n her having e happiness..-